ya'll can hold me accountable....

this weekend I ate BAD.

REAL BAD.


too much unhealthy, fast food-ish type things.
blech!

and I feel icky right now.

maybe that's a good thing.
maybe that's what I needed to stop craving
those most yummy, terrible, McDonald's french fries.

I'm getting back on the wagon.
and staying there.
I really don't eat too bad at work.
but I've let myself indulge in the
huge muffins from Sam's club
over the last few days. bad mistake - but
there's only ONE left.

I'm looking forward to having my
low-fat nutrigrain waffle and
turkey sausage again.

i really do enjoy healthier foods.
i know they're better for me.
i know they'll help me at
maintaining my current weight.

maybe someday I'll lose more again.

maybe.

but for now I'm content.
not 100% satisfied.
but content.

single digit jeans.
no more plus size shirts.
more options for styles.

no reason to go back.
not even for a muffin.
not EVEN for fries.

so now ya'll can hold me accountable.
you heard it here, folks...

HEALTHY FOOD for me!

now don't go crazy - I love
my diet coke. again.
and I love candy on occasion.
but as far as the fast food-ish type
things go -

NO MORE!

they make my gut ache.
they make my gut big.
and my butt.
and my hips.
and...
and...
and...

so - after my last muffin tomorrow -
it's COMPLETELY
back to normal.
my kind of normal anyway.

i don consider a fiber one bar
a chocolaty treat.

and a nature valley
granola bar is yummy,
crunchy, sugary goodness.

and diet coke.
a happiness all on it's own.
I'll never give it up for good.
6 months was enough.
I missed it.
It missed me, too.

night folks - time to get
refreshed for the week.

tomorrow I shop produce!

♥